There lies "YouAndMe"
It'sOkay;
I'mOkay;
IhopeYouAreToo
I'llMissTheTimes;
AllTheJoy
Iwon'tStopCrying;
ForTearsAreGood
IknowYouDidntPlanOnThis;
WellNeitherDidI;
ButNowThatIt'sHappened;
TimeCan'tBeTurnedBack;
SoI'mGoingToWalkBravely;
DownTheUnevenRoadOfTime;
I'mGoingToLearnToSurviveTheRainyDays;
WithoutMyRainbowHereBesideMe
Iwon'tPretendThatNothingHadHappened;
Iwon'tDoMyselfThatInjustice;
It'sHappened;
AndIt'sOver;
I'llJustKeepTheMemories;
AndTheKnowledgeThatI;
OnceUponATime;
HadYourHeart;
MyRainbow;
HereBesideMe
It'sTheFuneralOfMySweetFirstLove-
meaning no disrespect to my deceased uncle... but chinese funeral rituals are.. abit overboard.. =.= lets see.. on e first day.. was up since 5am.. we had to change into the funeral garbs.. meaning loose black pants and baggy white tee.. not exactly your idea of "fashion" eh? den spent e whle day folding paper coins or sth.. to be burnt.. for my uncle up there.. abt aftr dinner.. abt 8pm+.. the prayers started.. we had to hold a joss stick each and kneel on a rattan mat... infront of HIS coffin.. while a guy in yellow robes chanted.. believe me.. its worse den devotion.. i mean.. at least i understand what's going on during devotion.. but i couldnt understand what the guy was toking abt.. i accidentially poked three people with my joss stick.. =X. sry.. >3<.. well.. the prayers lasted till 11pm.. den off to bed.. the next day.. woke at 6:30am.. then fooled around w my cousins.. revised abit.. but i didnt really get far.. my cousins were rather distracting.. lol.. prayers started around 5pm.. den took a break at abt 6:30pm for dinner.. started at 7pm agen.. lasted till midnite.. when we set the paper houses and figurines and coins on fire... the "setting on fire" thing was rather.. erh.. magical.. we were holding hands.. in a great big circle.. with the paper stuff in the middle.. then we each threw our joss sticks onto the pile.. and it caught fire.. den we walked, in a circle, still holding hands.. around the burning pile.. watch the flames lick at the paper.. and the charred pieces blowing about.. the night was stained orange by the flames.. we could feel the heat... only the skeleton of the house was left standing.. then we were told to turn back and walk back to the house whr we were staying.. and not look back.. i nearly did.. aftr tt.. bedtime.. my cousins told me tt i TALKED in my sleep.. den i was lyk; wtf!? dey said tt i said sme english.. den chinese.. so aftr tt i pretty much fweaked out.. lol.. and the third day.. woke at 7am.. immediately aftr breakfast.. we had some ceremonies.. and then the last look at my uncle.. before they closed the coffin.. i didnt dare to.. don't think tt i could have stomached it anw.. we were made to turn and keel, facing away frm e coffin whn they nailed it shut.. pple were crying.. and i was just, lyk, numb? well.. aftr that.. we were walking behind the van with the coffin.. under the sun.. aftr a stretch of road.. we kneeled before my uncle's coffin.. den boarded the bus.. to the gravesite.. i tink i fell asleep on the bus.. well.. at the gravesite.. we had to face away frm e grave whn dey were lowwering the coffin in.. then aftr they had lowered the coffin.. we kneeled.. in the grass.. and the prayers were said.. for the last time.. den we bowed.. den... we each grabbed a handful of dirt and thre it into his grave.. and walked away.. without turning back. we couldnt.. then we prayed to the gods.. i burnt myself with the incense.. =.= ... then we each ate one tang yuan each... tt's pretty much it.. aftr tt.. we went back.. and watched Ghost Rider together.. yet anoth NC16 show.. and there were p2s among us.. lol.. den.. erm.. we sat in a circle.. having durians.. and chatting.. its lyk, i nvr felt so happy.. in a long time.. aftr tt.. we took the coach home.. and.. here i am.. spent the whle morning.. and afternoon.. playing the electric organ.. trying out an old song.. frm my "intermediate1" book.. i hvnt touched the electric organ for a yr alrdy.. i quitted last yr.. at intermediate2... i found tt i could play the song.. aftr an hr of self-teaching.. was rather difficult... and it was intermediate1 only.. i still gt my intermediate2 songs.. omfg.. den had some quality time w my guitar.. well.. i learnt tt i was e lowest 4 sci... i dun hv any passion in studying.. i'd rather stay out.. or learn musical instruments.. seriously; i wont mind transferring to dunman sec.. anglican is.. maybe too much 4 me.. anw i alrdy hv fwens dere.. and its nt lyk i cant make mre.. what's mre.. my closest fwen's der... i shld hv gone 2 dunman sec.. my parents wont let me.. i tink.. but im crossing my fingers..
math tml.. im going to fail.. well.. nth i can do abt it.. maybe if my results are bad enough... my parents would consider sending me to dunman instead.. well; fat hope.. mugging time..