i've came a long way from the li ying i was; back in the past; for good or for worse; you tell me. i still remember- the house with the balcony; the cycling trips to the park. the first day of school; spending recess playing jump rope. i've came so far; my thirteen years; changed so much; and now; am i changing again? i dont want to; but may it be for the best? i've had fun; i'll keep the memories dear; and if i change; i shall embrace it; with open arms.
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that i fucking WANT to care? and NO; i
WON'T delusion myself; thinking that you're fucking even
TRYING to keep the peace.
do me a favour; get lost.
and NO; i SHANT bring the fucking history file.
cos' they wont miss my file. No one ever misses me.
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