i've math tui in about 1 hour plus. damn. i hate math. T.T ! #$!#$* uhh. uhhh. i havent posted lately. yeaaah. so. on fri there was GE praac (like; finally)
then meimei attempted to teach me, erh, When September Ends. yay Greenday. then we fianlly got the GE tee. and its nicer than some other CCAs, i may add. Oh i said nothing. =x. then we did chord plucking (pain. pain!) then DonnaDonna. ahh. music is love, baby. Then there was this senior; (i 4got her name; oops). anw she taught me the chord plucking ('cos i wasnt listening when the instructor was demo-ing).. then she suddenly asked me if i thought MrShi (i think) was shuai. then i was lyk; wtf!? he's; say; 50+ alrdy? ohmygawd. oh well. then i heard a bunch of seniors talking about shuaishuai guys. then they said that guys who learn the guitar are shuai. whooo. :D. great minds think alike; baby. i want to learn the KEYTAR.. meimei taught me this word. she's clever, isnt she (cough). but the keytar isnt sexy at all. i'd say that the keyboards are way sexier. i want to learn the keyboard then. and anw; ive alrdy done the electric organ. keyboard should be a breeze. and she's gone off to learn the drums without me. T.T arh. AND her instructor is frm superband. wtf. T.T uhhhh. okayokay. so ytd i went for eng tui bla bla bla. then my mom dragged me to the library with her. wth. -.- well. i mean; fine so i needed some time with my mom. but she was talking to me about math. she couldnt have found a, say, nicer topic? ah. as if math tui didnt suck enough. two hours slogging away at math. uhh. T.T but i guess the teacher's okay. =/. ytd night i was painting. with acrylic paint. on white cloth. =). i know i know. im freaking pro; no? whatever. anw i painted this thing. then i sewed it to my army/pink sch bag. and attatched dangly nonsense to it. now my bag's chaoji kwl. (: this morning i woke up with red/green paint still on my wrists. wth. -.- i hate horrhor stories. kaiyi told me. then ytd night i couldnt sleep properly. aaah. T.T eff.. AND she said that ahs was haunted; the space outside the guitar room was haunted. omfgwtf. T.T aaaaaaaah. aaaaaaaaaaah. im freaking out. maybe im getting better. i think. music&painting. im able to focus more on my interests (other that you) now. i dont know if you feel the same. and i wont judge the descision. whatever whatever. dosent stop the emptiness sometimes. you know. and now i have to keep myself buzy, all the time. at night im weary, but i cant seem to sleep. instead im falling asleep on the buses instead. seriously. its embarassing. and now im going to be what i've always wanted to be, im going to do whatever i want. nothing stopping me.
Peixian dear; i love you too. (: i shall post the neos when i feel like it. (i dont have the mood now cos of the math tui later).
i shall dance on the grass again;
feeling so light and gay;
nonchalant to people's staring eyes;
for who cares now that im happy?
i once viewed life as a sinking ship;
but now i see it the other way;
life is short and no time to fret;
so go on;
pretend that everything's all alright.
G(uitar)strings&Heartstrings.