I LOVE HELENA.


Long ago, just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like the match you strike
To incinerate the lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take
From every heart you break
And like the blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst thing I can say?
Things are better if I stay.
So long, and goodnight
So long, and goodnight

Came a time
When every starfall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take
From every heart you break
And like the blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst thing I can say?
Things are better if I stay.
So long and goodnight.
So long not goodnight.
Well if you carry on this way.
Things are better if I stay.
So long, and goodnight
So long, and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend
To leave? And then
We'll meet again.
When both our cars collide

What's the worst thing I can say?
Things are better if I stay.
So long, and goodnight
So long, not goodnight
Well if you carry on this way.
Things are better if I stay.
So long, and goodnight
So long, and goodnight



im still swooning over this song. aaaaah!



out you go, frustrations.
go away. i dont ever want to see you again. i hate you, for this and everything. damn. and i hate you, for making me love you, then deciding to give up. and note that the opposite of love is indifference, not hate. that bloody place, and how you made me smile. i dont love you. not like i did yesterday.
and im freaking annoyed with you hypocrites as well, pretending to be someone you're not.
same goes for you copycats. you think it's cool? let me tell you, cool isnt in how you dress/behave. it isnt in the things you decorate yourself with. cool dosent exist. it dosent matter. that that really matters is your personality.
and whatever. you think that im lame? you think that im a fucking hypocrite? you think im a bitch? you think im ugly? you think im dumb?
go on thinking what you will. 'cos nothing i say can change the way you think. as long as i know that im not guilty of those, im free to roam. and then maybe you should go ask yourself those questions.
you go with the crowd, that i understand. you dont know why im going against the crowd, that i understand too. you stay away from me, you dislike me, that i understand. but what i dont get is why you have to fucking copy me. im not the only person here. go learn from someone else. and i dont believe it when you say that im cool. i dont believe in cool. i believe in doing what you want to. i believe in individualism. ...