(no, not this. this is the mess i made while making...)
(this!)



i know. i can sew; people! who-ooh. ;D. meow can sew. go meow yo! ;).

okay im lame. im lame. i dont care. =D. i've already accepted the fact.. and now im.. fa yang guang da you know? :D. my chinese is so freaking improving.


then i went to bed at 2am. then got woken up at 6:30am 'cos i had guitar practise.

ehh.. no comment about practise. i was the only freaking rythem-ist there! the rest of them (celest, hailong, shawn) pangseh-ed me! as in, they didnt turn up for practise. and THEN i had to do some solo parts.. but mr shi saved me ;O. he played chaoji loudly so i wont embarass myself infront of the sec1 ensemble AND my seniors. and the first/second guitar-ists have to do tremolo parts while i did chord plucking. whooooooo! :D. yay mr shi! yay mr shi!
then we got a new scoresheet (latin dance song). and i only had to strum seven different chords throughout the whole song! (while meimei had to play much much more than seven different notes) waahha. who said rythem-ists are pitiful ;O
and guess what? they finally updated yo. here's a quote-

"oh yeah and Mr Shi had already dedicated the sec ones to their respective groups of second guitar, first guitar and rhythm.Let's EMBRACE our dear sec ones with smiles that comes truely from our hearts.."

after practise went to meet with the girls. havent seem then for, like, such a long time. ;O. their hair seems to be slightly longer than mine now. ohmytian. AND im shorter than all of them. oh damn. T.T im not short. im NOT! ohh. then saw a LOT of guides at TM. i wonder what happened. 0.o and cher was there, and annabella, and then i saw debby with her netballer friends. -.-

at home i was very bored. so i went digging through all my old organ scoresheets. and guess what!? i found my heart will go on. its the theme song from titanic, for you uncultured idiots who don't know. then i spent the next half of the day playing it. (and meimei; i gave up on lemon tree. T.T its freaking difficult.)

one last thing. i dont freaking CARE if no ones visits my blog. 'cause im just here to express myself. and no, i dont freaking care if you people dont like me either.



and lastly, a super-chaoji-tastefully-artistic photograph from ME. :D

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on


Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold you
In my life we'll always go on


Near far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on


You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

i know its mooshy but i love this song ;O. AND i can play it. whoooooo ((: