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Sunday, March 23, 2008 | 12:34 PM

how about that

i lead a Godless life:
ruled by a fickle human heart.
full of sins and temptation.

well then how should it be?
i live in a family to which religion does not have a stand.
i can't stop my lessons: no, not now!
i need to prove that i can finish something.
at least to myself, if not anyone else.

when i don't see i find it difficult to believe
when i don't feel i find it difficult to have faith

wanting to and doing are two entirely different things.
discipline i lack and determination i lose.

help me
save me

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