sometimes things don't make sense - all the time, in fact - but that's not a reason to give up. One day at a time, Liying.
Learn form yesterday, live for today, & hope for tomorrow.
Now i wonder if i should have hoped for less; then perhaps the disappointment wouldn't be so bitter. But i was a fool to hope in the first place, i should have realised that a long time ago. What now can i do but continue in this faithless journey and hope without really hoping for a miracle?