Liying is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and
heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and
considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other
person's shoes.
Liying will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes
she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to
get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts.
This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Liying an ambivert. She
understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not
tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the
other.
When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering
story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as
the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly
impractical or illogical. Liying is an expressive person. She outwardly shows
her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad
story.
Liying is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically.
She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when
she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and
usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are
moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input,
Liying doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be
social and interact with others.

Liying is not facing something going on in her life today. She is deceiving
herself about it. Often, Liying's opinion of herself is different than those
around her. This trait gives Liying the ability to deny anything that does not
agree with her "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only
a defense mechanism allowing Liying not to face some reality in her life at this
time.

Liying can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude
that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go
to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always
ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of
action.

Diplomacy is one of Liying's best attributes. She has the ability to say
what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to
state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Liying can disagree
without being disagreeable.


In reference to Liying's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and
creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about
many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning,
but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too
many things going at once. When Liying slows down, then she becomes more
creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to
do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes
at a slower pace than when she started the project.
She has the best of two
kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative
mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn
quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Liying can then switch into her low
gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and
stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb
mental mountains with a much better grip.

Liying is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down
to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs
to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in
anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going
to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Liying basically
feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to
her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind
to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She
has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take
great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy
life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her
self-perception is better than average.

Liying is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works
very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something
happens that keeps her from success. Often, Liying changes to a second project
just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first
project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different
challenge. Liying feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This
trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must
be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a
relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available
to change her life.


Liying exaggerates about everything that has a physical
nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way
out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good
story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world.
Liying allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting.
She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she
trusts too many people. Liying has a vivid imagination.

omg, talk about accurate.
Though I disagree with the plan thing. I am the self-proclaimed most unbelievably messy, last-minute person there ever was.
Like now I'm not even sticking to the sketchy study plan I put together in my head.

Well at least August is, finally, thankfully, over. I'm really glad August is over. August sucked, big time.
September will be a better month, even though it'll be terribly stressful.

Now I officially think that flutists are sexy. The flute solo after the intermission was totally awesome. And Mr Goh looked darnnnn cool playing the dizi. His playing was great too. No wonder Charmaine said he was from some singapore youth orchestra thing.

Anyway the term 3 break isn't a real holiday anymore, oh wretched school life.
And this certain school authority still told us to 'take some time to relax' (or something like that, wasn't paying full attention but I remember scoffing when she said that).

Feeling edgy now, thoughts plaguing me like bargain-hunters in a sale. If only all of them were pleasant, if only.

The tiny clock thing at the side of the toolbar just flashed 1:01am, I should be getting to bed.
Should have studied Bio, then I'll probably be dead sleepy now. Science never fails to bore the socks (if i were wearing any to start with) off me. It's not the least bit interesting, Dickson Loh. For Chemistry at least. Physics and Biologo are bad, but not THAT awful. Of all the nice Science components to hate, I just had to hate Chemistry, it being boring and dull and tedious and all. Not to mention compulsory.

But no, this isn't the time for me to whine about Chemisty and the cruel education system (that makes every secondary student take chem, ugh).

Feeling pretty defiant now, also feeling ashamed of myself for feeling defiant. It's for my own good after all, but sometimes.

Damn, oblivion would be a more merciful fate compared to being lost among these dizzying, spiraling thoughts.


Hello September, and pray you will be less harsh on me.

I think I am changing. ...